Oh Chanelle

 

She's been into sticking her tongue out when you go to take her picture. 

The Storms Over.

 Feels like the storm has ended.

 Knowing there is a solution in sight has relieved so much of the tension. Still having OCD's about a few things. Tomorrow is May 1st {my sister's birthday} and the beginning of my last month here. I still don't have much information on the apartment and the how much, when and where. These are the things that drive me nuts. He'll be taking his vehicle with him, so I'm really wanting to have wheels and get used to them, before I'm left without. I'd also like to get moved before I lose access to the Expedition, as it will be able to transport most things. 

 He's also waiting for word on his departure date, and the details of the plan on that end. MRI this weekend, so hopefully he'll find out if his brain is malfunctioning. LOL. Very disappointed in the attorney, as still haven't received a call back. Seems worthless and yet he gets paid. The battle for disability hasn't ended yet! The man truly needs it, deserves it and is fully qualified to get it. Social security just doesn't like to give a person back their own money! 

 It's been a lot more peaceful lately. Like I said the tension has gone down considerably. Seeing the light at the end of a tunnel helps. Knowing things are going to change and appearing for the better for both sides of the equation.  I know it's the right thing to do for the elders involved. I know it's what I need, and I think it will help him too.

 Personally, I'm looking forward to actually being alone, rather than just feeling alone. My daughter made me laugh when during our conversation, she mentioned that I will probably be able to save money too! Even though I have a minimal income, I'm pretty conservative on my own side of the fence. It's the other side that costs so much. I had to agree with her. I've always done better 'on my own' in that respect. 

 My parents were poor, and I grew up knowing how to make things last, how to fix things rather than replace them, and spend less to get more. Thrift stores were always a great place to find treasures beyond the imagination. My youngest daughter loves going to the thrift stores still. 

 My oldest daughter turned 45 yesterday. Dang I just keep feeling older every time one of them has a birthday! She's so beautiful, doesn't look her age, but has double the wisdom for her age. Very proud of my kids. The 3 I'm close to and that I had the greatest influence in raising have grown up to be amazing peoples. They all take such good care of their own little families. 

 I'm looking forward to actually getting to spend more time with my family once this situation is settled and the dust clears the air. Things have been so stressful that even visits haven't always felt like happy visits. The joy of life is returning in more ways than one. I have my horse in a place where riding is more readily available, and a friend that wants to ride together as well. 

 This could end up being the best summer yet! Now to just get answers and the dates things are going to start happening. It's been a year since I've been in 'boxes' I'm dying to unpack. So much of my own things I haven't seen for so long. 

 Funny how the air always smells fresher after a storm. The sky looks brighter, and the moods are calmer. Looking forward to summer for the first time in a long time, I'm looking forward. God is amazing and the blessings have been many. So grateful to all the people that have gotten me from there to here. Looking forward to being able to pay it forward and back! 

Blessed by God

Life's getting brighter @ the Bright side of the Barn

Thanks for Stopping by

Until next time, Stay Safe and Happy Trails.