I hope life is treating you well. We all miss you, never understood why you never wanted to be a part of the family. You had 2 sisters that needed you and a little brother that looked up to you. I needed you.
I needed to know you were okay and safely in bed at night.
I needed to know you had hot food and clean clothes to wear.
I needed to know you had showers and a place to go.
I needed to know you were okay.
For some reason you think it didn't matter and you never bothered to try.
I honestly don't know why.
I wasn't perfect, I had no mother for an example. For me it was 'learn as you go' and the influences around me were not good. That's why I left the got a divorce.
I never wanted you kids torn in the middle that was your dad and unfortunately there was nothing I could do because we cannot change other people.
I needed to stay alive and you didn't seem to understand that.
Our lives were in danger and I tried to protect all of you.
You chose to go there.
I didn't have a choice for the things I did.
You were loved, you are loved and you always will be loved and missed.
mom
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